Scare!!

This little turkey scared me too death today!!

It was awful, I had to run to the bank today with

Laura to open an account for our girl scout

troop and the babies had to come along because

daddy had court. It wasn't as quick as I had

hope since the bank got a new system. Anyhow, by

the time we got home I had two very hungry little

ones and poor Tinkerbell was crossing her legs she had

to go potty. I took Rae out of her seat first and laid her

down then Riley and proceeded to let Bell go

do her thing. Rae got so upset she was going to let

out a big cry so she could eat first. That's how we

do it around here. Which ever baby is crying

gets to eat first. First she turned purple and then

white. She could not catch her breath. I could see

panic in her little eyes. I have NEVER experienced

anything like this before. I picked her up and try to

blow in her face hoping somehow that would work

but nothing. Her arms were sticking straight out as she was

trying to breath but nothing. I then tried to calm her by

rubbing her back, it was so scary. Josh is the calm one

and he wasn't home. She did start to breath shortly

after I started rubbing her back. Thank you Lord!!

I told Josh it felt like she didn't breath for minutes

when in actuality it was probably just seconds. I have

heard of children holding their breath until they pass out.

I am gonna say a little prayer tonight that

our little Reagan isn't going to be one of them.

I don't think my heart could take it.